Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
"I'm someone who believes in my own critics".
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Saturday, August 29
yamada taro monogatari
How are you guys doing lately?
Hopefully great yeah.
Basically, I've forgotten those Japanese words that I used to learnt.
I guess all my efforts were in vain -.-"
Starting all over again C:
Well, there's this particular Japanese Drama titled Yamada Taro Monogatari,
that show gave me the determination to learn Japanese.
In fact I've learnt much, but I didn't manage to recall those.
Now I've to start all over again.
Anyway my sis is going to Japan - Osaka for ARASHI's concert.
However she won't allow me to go cause I have to go to school.
Tuesday, August 25
FREAKS, I'M SICK.
Did not turn up for school, woke up at 1200hours or thereabouts.
I wanna smoke but I'm fasting, should I break?
My nose is heavily congested with flams I guess, irritating.
Went Polyclinic, got 2days MC.
How I wished I were to school in the afternoon.
Few minutes more to break fast, yay!
Meeting my friends afterwards, hopefully I can go out, hees C:
Currently 1850hours, hopefully 20min more or thereabouts to break fast!
Oops, I think so C: Bon Voyage!
Monday, August 24
freak(s), I'm sick.
Did not turn up for school today.
I'm having a sore throat & flu.
Indeed, at first I just lied when the school general office called, came out with the same reason.
But unfortunately it turned out to be a fact.
I swear it is frustrating, I can't stand it, pissing me off.
No choice, have to endure it furthermore I'm fasting.
The weather condition is utterly awful, ARGH. Bon Voyage!
Friday, August 21
for godness sake,
As I said, I am always in conflict with my sis'.
She utterly sucks man.
She always bitches about my friends.
I am fasting at this particular time, but she's not for a reason.
Yet she still got me pissed off by critcizing a particular friend of mine perpetually.
Haiz, so childish of her, very fucking sensitive, I don't find it cool at all.
Came out with all the vulgarities when I'm quarelling with her,
I have no idea why she have to do that, I meant, she knows I'm fasting.
Really, do you think I care if you've got the $$$ or whatsoever, I don't trust you somehow.
One day I'll try to confound her.
She have an aggresive attitude.
I hope she'll change.
selamat menjalankan ibadah puasa,
I'm bored, trust me.
I've run out of cigs:*(.
How am I supposed to resist the temptation when I'm fasting, sigh.
Seems like I'm staying awake till dawn.
Currently chatting with ZazaShawty.
She's on 10days MC, in fact, it's over. Freak, I gotta go, meeting my buddy at FSC, Bon Voyage!
"smells can often conjure up memories",
Fasting month starts the next day.
Seems like I'm keen to fasting for a month, sigh.
FYI, my cat has given birth to three adorable kittens!
I am always in conflict with my sister, I have no idea why is this happening every time.
Currently waiting for Momma till she finishes her work.
Meeting my cousins later on, so excited! C:
I'm hungry, somehow I'll try to control.
Of course I ought to, well, treat this as a practise for the fasting month.
I gotta go now, have to fill in my empty stomach before anything happen C:
Well, spontaneous reaction should be taken before anything happen.
Sorry guys, I got nothing to post other than this nonsensical things.
Sunday, August 16
As I thought, I won't be able to post daily like I used to.
Accompanied my Momma & Cousin(s) to my Late Grandfather & Uncle's cemetry.
It was exhausting furthermore the weather condition is utterly awful; *SIGH*.
Had our lunch @ KFC - Jurong Point, lost my appetite, everytime the same food&drink.
Due to the hot weather, I'm having a splitting headache!
Just had my shower, I was shivering with cold and I've got a fucking sore throat! :C
I almost forget, I'm having a common test tomorrow -.-"
Syieqa!: I've lost those links, sorry aye C:
Sarina(!): Alright, text me anytime.
Computer Lab guy: Thanks. No doubt.
Friday, August 14
Lady Gaga Vs. Roisin Murphy - Spot The Difference
It's the pop scandal of the century.
Or, more accurately, it's the twitter-trending topic of the past 20 minutes:
Did Lady Gaga steal her look from Irish electro ice-maiden Roisin Murphy?
Yes she did, according to Murphy herself, who told Irish Central:
"Lady Gaga is just a poor imitation of me. She has copied my style."
And the pictures, courtesy of Idolator, would seem to bear her claims out:
Thing is, Lady Gaga is far from the only musician to take visual clues from someone else.
Kasabian's Tom Meighan would clearly kill to be Liam Gallagher.
Brandon Flowers flits between wanting to be Bruce Springsteen and wanting to be the Pet Shop Boys' Neil Tennant.
In La Roux's head, she's a cross between Annie Lennox and Adam Ant.
What other musical wannabes are there?
-courtesy of yahoo.com
Thursday, August 13
Went to school during the recess time, *-*
As per-normal, skipped the last two period; me & Ashwin went to Balestier to slack.
Mm, apparently, common tests will start next week, missed an awful lot of topics, haiz.
Met Azlyn & friends at FSC and slacked.
In terms of school work, lost interest, but I'll try my best to catch up with those.
Sunday, August 9
'happy national day',
Just got back from Marina, there's awful lot of peeps especially the fanatic ones.
Fun man! C:
Each and every minute, Fana & Dyana left to settle problem, like -.-"
There's this particular Chinese guy, who was beaten till unconscious;
he was the one who started, didn't think twice before reacting, what a fool.
But however it's quite pitiful seeing him beaten by those Malay guys and his girl was so panic what she did was shout&scream(ed).
Some of them even beat him viciously before leaving.
Neither the police nor ambulance came but the one who reported there was the traffic police -.-"
We left the place immediately C:
Proceeded to the Singapore River, smoke there and two policemen were patrolling, immediately left the place cause it's already after 1200 hours.
Went back to BP, slacked till 0330 and went home.
0500, went to Macdonalds with sis & lil' cousin for breakfast.
Gonna sleep now, tired!
Friday, August 7
Just got back from town.
Did not turn up for school today, but apparently only 1/2 of my classmates attended.
Met Azlyn, Syazana, Syahirah, Aqilah today.
I got so hyper that I wore Filzah Aqilah's school uniform, including her skirt, trust me, *SIGH*.
They also complimented me on the way I look! C:
Sis called and accompanied her to Takashimaya to buy some stuffs.
Had our dinner at Sakura and I had my favourite Beef Kai Lan.
I'm having a splitting headache!
Luckily I have my most cherished posession with me C:
Weee, I'm going to be very busy this week, I have an awful lot of work to do.
A fucking particular person is pissing me off, how could he have 'prank called' me at an awkward time? -.-"
I'm not in a mood.
Thursday, August 6
I'm back, well, indeed long ago.
Curious bout' the blood test results that came (August 04th)?
It turned out to be postive (+).
Mm, if I were to deny I think by then I would be behind bars (as if).
And now I have a record.
Mm, recently I have been going to school late,
I have lost interest in my studies, I hate school man, it utterly sucks!
I wanna quit, but if I were to quit school, what will I be in future? -.-"
Furthermore, permission from my parents would be denied.
Nah, let's not talk bout' that.
Aisyah called me earlier around 1500hours?
Indeed I was to accompany her to Lot1 but Faizal hasn't come back from school.
I was to bring him along too, haiz at last cancelled.
To AisyahMasgot: So sorry, btw, your hp is off & cannot get through.
Sunday, August 2
I'm back, well, indeed long ago.
In the afternoon, just after I woke up, Filzah came.
I immediately got myself ready.
We then had our "lunch" together at Fajar MacDonald, Faizal was there too, like very sian man everyday eat there -.-"
We then headed our way to a void-deck to meet Aisyah Masgot; yea, I miss her C:
Mm, we slacked approximately about an hour?
Then each and everyone has to go home.
Aisyah had to go home because she got to attend her religious class.
Filzah had to go home because she hasn't prepare her things for school.
Well, for me, I went home because I was freakin' tired furthermore, I've got a fucking sore throat which is currently pissing me off!
Ohh man, I missed a part, an uncle approached me and asked me to accompany him to mosque Aisyah, Faizal, Filzah already got rid of him leaving me alone with him.
I was questioned and so on & so forth, I've already promised him to go, but I've break it, I'm currently feeling very sinful and wrong,
well but that was the only choice.
Had conference with Mummy(Seri) & Raidah.
Yay, Monday(Tomorrow) & Tuesday I'm on MC! :D
So happy for not being in school!
St. Andrew's School sucks la.
Tuesday the blood test results is coming on the go...
Stress! Stress! Stress! Fuuuuuuuuuuuck!
To Aisha & Mummy(Seri):
Jumpe Zaza tak ajak :C
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay